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Sunday, December 26, 2010

Christmas 2010

This has been the best Christmas ever. My beautiful baby girl, Chloe Eliah Fletcher, was born on December 17th. We got to celebrate her first Christmas together. A lot of people say God is good. I believe that God is so far beyond "good" that it's almost an insult to say He is good. God is amazing. I can't even believe how far my life has come in the last couple years. I'm a father now and engaged to the most wonderful woman I've ever met. My fiance's daughter, Tabby, is an intelligent, talented, gorgeous, and sweet girl. She's fun to hang out with. Her sense of humor is great and she makes me laugh all the time. For years every night before I went to bed I would pray to God that He would someday bestow upon me the blessings of having a family. For a while there I lost my faith in those prayers. I listened to people who wanted to drag me down and started to think that I wasn't good enough to have a family. I can't nail down an exact moment where I started to believe that God would honor my prayers to have a family, but I can tell you it all started when I made changes in my life. These were changes that had to be made in order for me to be the kind of husband and father that God has called all of us men to be. I'm proud of these changes but I also realize that without the strength that comes from the Lord that I wouldn't have been able to do it in the first place. I don't feel that going into detail on this particular subject would be in my best interests or the best interests of my family. I have learned over the years that there are many people in the church that love to gossip and start rumors. Some pastors can't even be trusted with information that was discussed in private counseling sessions. For that reason I won't go into into any further detail. Just know that Fletch is focused on being the best Christian he can be, which in turn will make him the best husband and father he can be.

I'm also excited about my music again. I released 3 projects in 2010. My goal is to release 2 in 2011. The Mergence album with Jay Money of Posafe Beats and Roach is almost finished. The long delayed Rhyme Commission (also with Jay Money) album Poetry in Motion only needs a few more songs. So when I time find between work and taking care of my daughter I'll try and wrap these up. That doesn't give me a whole lot of time though.......does it? Merry Christmas ya'll

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